sad but true. I'm overwhelmed with stress from school itself and now my beloved grandpa is near death. I did not expect spending my saturday night carrying his half-lifeless body to my aunts car. I love my grandfather and its devastating to see him like i did. I got so used to everytime i went to see him he would greet me with a big smile on his face and a big hug (and occasionally a silly joke). I never thought he would get so weak so fast. I was so sure that that night was it. His life had come to an end. I was so scared. I waited at my aunts house with my cousin while my mom and the rest of my family took him to the hospital. My aunt told me to sleep in her bed. I ended up staying up until 2 or 3. Next thing i know my mom is waking me telling me to say good bye to my grandpa. I was happy to see that he was fine. I was overjoyed that the scare was over. I never want to go through that again. But i know i will have to. Next time it will be much worse.
As for my photography, I decided to give up on it for a while. I have a new camera to replace my old broken one. But I'm just not passionate about it like i was. Maybe it'll pass over. I'm not sure. Right now i just want to sleep.
On the positive news i know i'll never give up graphic design. I'm setting up a new website. It will include myspace layouts, banners, music codes, ect. Its not completely open but here it is.
POISON DROPYou wont find much. Maybe some humor (or if you have none u might take it offensively) if you can find the hidden links. Nothing special yet.